ok..guo rong here.. nice short post bing hao.. haha.. ok so thx again conni ! for all the help.. yup so all the best for ping pong k.. lol.. so.. today's friday.. o man.. loved-ed-ed friday.. 1st.. it's the wkend le.. and friday got spt.. dan friday got sel.. means we attent 3 hrs of lesson dan it's over le.. and today we had lit.. juz listened to wad the teacher's xplaining and time passed quickly.. well andy's beside mi and we crap la.. so.. obviously time passes quick.. dan was talk wif mr lim.. emo talk sia.. he was telling us bout our aims and whether wad we r doin now will help us get our zonals for nxt yr.. and.. well.. it's last yr le ma.. dan tis yr din get aniting..so yup at the thought of that everyone went quiet.. coz i noe how much we wanted to win.. each and everyone of us.. so .. yea.. leon.. do work hard.. and.. yeah we haven gotten a champ yet eh.. so.. it's nxt yr or nth.. ok enough of tis talk.. went to play bit of badminton and bball.. dan ping pong.. dan ptc.. =/ i'm reg.no. 39.. so i got the latest slot.. (as in the late-est') yup.. so waited till 5+ dan went to talk wif ms tay.. din talk much too la.. dan whilei as waitin other teachers came in and asked ms tay if mr ong was around.. lol a parent wanted to meet him.. but bing hao say he went home at 3pm le.. wth.. darn funny.. dan i met him when sch ended.. i greeted him dan i said.. 'hen3 kai1 xin1 hor.. fang4 xue2 liao..' dan he laughed and nodded.. lol !! so.. yup thats today.. and o ya.. tml still nid to go sch for ss.. haiz.. but monday's common test's bio.. and i dun hv to study.. shiok.. haha ! bing hao go study bio la haha ! cya.. btw the 4th skin is nicer.. the xoxo on the right i mean.. click the last o.. it's nice =) ok i'm here to extend my post lol.. bored ah.. oso dunno wad to write leh.. so.. sumtimes.. dun reali feel like training or studyin la.. gets so tired everyday.. but.. u reap wad u sow eh.. so.. maeb u reali do.. but i dun wanna lookback at wad i've done wif regrets and stuff.. means u gotta train harder but wad if it doesnt pay off.. tinking of all tis sure is tiring la.. but .. even if u train hard u might not perform well.. it's completely different when u stand on the court facing unfamilliar faces but famillar voices of ur team mates.. and all the depressing looks on their face.. so it's more of ur mental tt wins but not ur skills.. even if u study hard.. in tt short 2 hrs or so exam.. aniting could happen.. aniting.. so how r u goin to deal wif it.. so.. when tt time comes it isnt on ur hard work animore it's on ur mind.. whether it's strong or not.. and so.. how do u train ur mind.. or can u even do so.. i wouldnt noe.. all i noe is wad i can do now is to train hard when i unno wad to do bout my mind.. and yea i do hv a weak mind after all those stuff happened.. i tot i could get it over.. but i din.. i stopped at wher i was.. while ppl went ahead of mi.. maeb frequent trainings would improve ur mind and stuff so do sumting to the things u noe u can change and leave wads over behind.. wad happens will matter but wad happened had already mattered.. u cant change ytd but u can chanage tml =) posted by GuoRong Friday, March 24, 2006 . . .
