ok, got back my results today. fell short of expectation which wasnt even high in the first place, but still, i accepted it. just gotta try harder the nxt time round.

time for being grateful for all that happened today.
1) thanks for xiaoqin's friend, tanyin. who fetched us to sch and when we were alr late, was waiting for cab, but couldnt get one. and we did manage to reach in time. JUST in time, really.

2)for my results. shows that i really gotta work harder alr.

3)for mr chung's lesson. was inspiring~ (y)

4) for you, who made sure that i was alright. that helped, a lot. felt so gd to know that someone's actually watching u and making sure everything's gd. :)

5)for pe, i ran well i think. and what mr goh said, stop complaining, keep smiling. seemed pretty stupid, but true.

6)for a pretty gd training, was gonna die most of the time, but still got thru alright. the chase of the championship began, right today.

7)for friends all around sch.

8)basically, for everything that happened, gd or bad. coz it made me made sure that they didnt happen for nth.

i'm looking forward to tmr in fact.
coz simply believe that everything will turn out well, and well it will always be.

alright, gotta go do some work alr. orals on wed. and gravitation tutorial too.


please, come for me soon.


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Monday, June 30, 2008

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tmr will be the start of sch again. and i've hv quite a lot of unfinished hw.

1)maths tutorials, from 18 onwards, dunno if they need to be done tho, i really hv no idea how to do them.
2)chem holiday assignment AND reaction kinetics tutorial.
3)physics gravitation tutorial

and i wanna do them up by today. seems pretty impossible. coz i've to go at 6.45 to watch narnia 1 on tv. haha. and that i'm only on last qn of trigo tutorial.

k, saw this pretty nice email, talking bout why some ppl who worked in the towers survived 911. so, we really gotta rmb to give thanks for whatever that happens. i was just wondering, wouldnt it be so nice and cool to have all the things that happened in your life, explained to u after u die. yeah, so right now, stop asking all the whys. it just had to happen, thats it.

alright, off to do whatever i can, it's 6.15 alr. woke up late again.

a new term, be good.


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Sunday, June 29, 2008

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i'm glad i went with the class to bird's house for movies and slacking. was contemplating on the way to interchange on whether to join them, coz it's not very near and i was quite tired, but there wun be anything much to do if i go home straight too. might as well stay out. and i must say that was a pretty wise choice. coz something would hv spoilt my rest of day if i went home straight.

caught one missed call, simpsons movie and sky of love. but the horror show was just ok, maybe the effects were covered or paled by the simpsons movie. lol damn lame la. anyone who pays to watch is in a cinema will surely come out, cursing. haha! sky of love was a lil draggy, k la, a lil touching too tho cliche.

oh, judging from what u hv seen, yes jcts have indeed passed. but it also meant that nxt wk will be the official start of sch alr. i'm so not looking forward to it. coz it'll mean late timetables, lil sleep, more work to be done (both sch and others).

maths today wasnt gd as usual. my math hasnt been that fantastic all along, but i really think that i did study for maths. but i just didnt know how to do the qns ! i'm really wondering if how i study is wrong, coz i cant seem to rmb what i've studied, same goes for the rest of the subjects.

well, i just want you to know and understand that i really know what i'm doing, and i do not think failing jcts is ok tho many may say so. but i dun hv much of a choice if i'm not gd enough to do well right. so, trust me, i know what to do, i always did. just cept that sometimes i didnt manage to carry them out. haha.

alright, anw, i'm really tired right now and totally not in the mood. and yes, it does suck to know that u are dispensable. but, screw it, theres plenty of ppl waiting for me to go to them. damnit.



GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Friday, June 27, 2008

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chem was total disaster.

1) i didnt know mcq must be handed in after 30 mins. i heard 1 half hr. -.-
2)i left a lot of blanks, didnt manage to finish them in time
3) those that i did, i dun exactly know how to do too.

(Y) hows that. lol

and chi, damn disappointing. my compo got a lil off, and i couldnt twist in back in time using the conclusion, didnt hv enough time again. coz my watch didnt tally with the class clock. so i thought i still had 3 mins left -.-
and the paper, it wasnt really easy. the mcqs especially.

well, i just hope it doesnt disappoint my parents too much.
you might say that there wasnt any expectations set, but actually deep down, it's been there all along, just that i hardly missed it, then, till the real thing. so i just hope u aren't too surprised or disappointed.

well, i know i dun really deserve to do well, considering the effort i put in. so i'm not gonna aim for anything.

just give me what u think i deserved, and i'll make sure i deserve more the next time round.

maths tmr, gonna go off and study more intensively. i kinda gave up studying chem last night and today i couldnt really rmb the stuff. lol. damnit.

after jcts, it'll be back to lessons again. gosh. i'm gonna start hate tuesdays and thursdays again.


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Thursday, June 26, 2008

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well, first day of sch didnt turn out too bad. physics was ok, considering how much i studied. couldnt do some of the qn and was quite relieved to know that the rest couldnt managed them as well. english essay, i dunno how to put it. i think i gave it quite a gd shot alr, as in everything just flowed out, all the language stuff that's in me somewhere, they came, in time. haha. but how the essay will turn out, i shall not comment too much, coz it's quite subjective as in i might feel that i done well but it might end up with a fail or something. but still, i hope they judge it on the content! my handwriting got a lil bad. but whatever it is, it's over and i cant help it no more. so, give me what i deserve, or rather what u think i deserve.

came home and slacked till now. talked on msn as usual, super distracting i know, but i do deserve a lil break right, afterall theres no paper tmr. talked bout so much random stuff, random but interesting and meaningful. bout friends, bout ppl, bout relationship, bout marriage, bout nuns, and what nots. it was quite gd, looking at all the familiar faces in sch, thats random but i just wanna point out how gd u'll feel if u feel that u actually belonged.

nvm, nxt point.
oh, and i cant seem to get asleep at night. i guess it's prolly due to the many late nights during june hols. i just aint used to sleeping unless it's like 2 or 3. oh well.

alright, gonna go read up on econs, then i'll sleep. and mug again tmr. i see hope for jct. lol maybe can pass.

quote of the day> it's not bout the one who rides the limousine with you, it's bout the one who takes the bus with you when the limousine breaks down. oprah winfrey.

szeling showed me before gp essay. and i somehow managed to use it haha! damn lucky!



GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Tuesday, June 24, 2008

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wa, seriously, 1 chapter of econs is enough to make me saturated alr. tho theres still time left till i'm stopping my 'day shift' of studying, i'm taking a break from it. coz i hv to continue with doing econs. left with monopoly, monopolistic competition and oligopoly. but i must say it was quite a gd 1 and half hr spent on the perfect competition. was analysing the various graphs, it wasnt as boring as the rest of it, the memorizing of factors and what nots.

alright, it's 45 mins left to go till i stop and go off to bmt. shall start monopoly, 26 pages yo.
and i hv a gd feeling bout the rest of the day.


GGR~


Guorong

posted by GuoRong Saturday, June 21, 2008

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damnit. woke up at 3 again today. initially i woke up as planned coz of alarm. but that wake, was to switch the alarm off; i went back to sleep. then afterwards, woke up at 1 plus, went back to sleep and in the end, 3.

and i just started on econs. only finished the first stack, outta like 7 stack. it's friday alr. only left with tmr, half of sat to finish econs. coz i hv to spend half of sat and sun to prepare for physics and gp. all thats left of physics (made it sound as tho i've done a lot -.-) is to go thru the tutorials, practise and memorise the definations and eqn or and go thru the tests. which can be done in like 6 or 7 hrs. LOL.

and gp. cant do much bout it. no time alr. so i guess i'll just read up on the essay skills, and look thru the essays and compre and read up a bit on the bitesize facts, from somewhere. lol haven checked where i can gather info like this yet ~

and yes, thats how unprepared i am this time. maybe the stuff are harder than before. but of course, deep down i know it's my procrastinating and sloppiness during the 2 terms. yeaaa..

well, this might sound cliche, but i really gotta work hard nxt term. and pray that jcts dun turn out too bad. coz at this rate, i'll just be scrapping pass, far from what is expected and what i wanted. been saying this for very long, but i nv failed to forget.

so, i'm appealing to everyone of my friends. to wake me up if u see me sleeping during lectures, to remind me to study and not just hv fun and slack all day long. to do my tutorials, and classmates (if anyone reads this) to wake me up during lessons please~

it's time to start being a gd student (again) HAHAHAH!

alright, thats it, imma go catch some sleep now and wake up EARLY tmr. i hope, really.
speaking bout sleeping however, i cant get to sleep these days somehow. oh well.
learn to rejoice no matter what~


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Friday, June 20, 2008

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i woke up late again today. was planning to catch nba, but phone's batt went flat and noone/thing woke me up in time for it. so i woke up at 1.30 instead of 9.

and coz of that, i wasted like the whole day in front of the tv. there were gd shows on and then before i knew it, it was time for the replay of nba finals. so i watched. lol. lakers got thrashed by 39 pts la wth. celtics (y)

anw, i'm left with 2 chaps of physics to read up tonight then i can start reading my econs alr. i dun feel prepared at all. lol, coz i'm just reading the notes, not practising or even going thru the tutorials. maybe i'll set aside one full day for it soon. theres only 4, no 3 days left btw. sigh, nvm. lets not dwell on what's over. gotta badly make full use of these few days left.

k this is getting a lil boring, but, i'm not stopping.

well, things hv been a lil messy up in my head these days, things that i've been thinking bout, things that i saw, whereever. it's just all of a sudden, i dunno what i want. i dunno what this feeling that i'm feeling right now or since i-dunno-when is. i dunno why things are this way. it feels like, things are not gonna work out at all, but then again i dun even know if it's what i want.
forget it, if it doenst make sense, then u can stop trying to make any sense out of it.

it's the stress and notes and deadlines and expectations and regrets i guess.
maybe studying will do some good, for now and always.


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Thursday, June 19, 2008

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kungfu panda! started the class outing with movie at vivo. i thought we were gonna catch panda, but the first scene turned out to be a castle with real ppl, instead of cartoon charc. -.- then i realised it's narnia. but narnia as gd too nevertheless.
celebrated shermaine's birthday at newyork with them. boss, learn to be faster please and stop lagging us.
thats retarted bojun, with the retarded face.
mahjong ! bird's house was like chalet totally. k, even better in fact. we stayed over for the night, playing and playing and playing. oh and thats a 7 pairs i had.

bojun across. we scared/shocked bird's friend/neighbour joy la. haha, with our all crazy antics. like a dog yo. her fav line -.-
WII. huimin, bojun, samuel on the ground, and zhanyu(mao) far right.
thats bird and joy beside. we were playing cards, dunno what games too. paused mahjong.
they were all sleeping, it was like 6 or 7 in the morning. me and bojun kept awake. i had to leave for meeting at 8 anw, so wii with bojun till then. damn fun.
one of the many um soft toys ? around her house. apart from the many domokuns. i dunno what the hell is that la. some brown thing.

oh and we watched stardust. gd show, lousy ending tho. the girl's pretty ^^ HAHA!
limeng, at the meeting with coach. dunno how to put it. it didnt go too bad i guess, thats all
oh, and ate at sakae, it was alright, not fantastic.
oh and this was swim meet. on friday. inter jc-ite swim meet. we did well :)

was on loudhailer duty with darsh. and it was super hot la, look how tanned darsh became. HAHA! JK! the shirt was nice tho. we got a free shirt. train hard swimmers, nationals are coming in few wks for them!

thats us ! all the officials. k thats all for now. 7 more days, 2 and half more subjects. help. oh on a side note, i'm beginning to like my fat phone more. the camera isnt too bad. ^^

GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Saturday, June 14, 2008

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the photos i took with my phone, some of them are really nice, but some just blurred. well, i'm still trying to keep my hands from trembling when taking the photos. hv to hold it there for 3 sec man.

anw, i'm done with maths revision. but i hv 3 main subjects left in 2 wks, anw 3 outta these 14 days are occupied. thats bad. really gotta make a last min sprint.

and tv's the super distract-er. was having lunch and finishing when i flipped the channels and saw a movie on screen. lol just couldnt resist it and ended up glued for 1.30 hr.

so now imma go make up for it. lol. cya.

make my mark.

GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Monday, June 09, 2008

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photos for the impatient girl/cow. haha! sry bout not replying your sms, wanted to email u instead. :)


my class, 1408, with ms elizabeth lee, temporary GP tutor. she left us alr tho.

one more.

sportsxcel batch, 07/08 and 08/09

posted it up randomly, and unintentionally. haha, it's sherman, looking dazed, must be thinking of christal fung. HAHA

this too, posted up wrongly. but nevertheless, thats ether, jocina and half of yuxuan, eade's head.

mardi gras, an arts festival in school. thats us with our masks. was doing the dsa openhouse.

thats the girls. eade, shermaine, aver, annette, yuxuan, ether, jocina, shingjiuan and darshita

oh, and this was taken during the sportsxcel camp. thats the tennis wall in sch k! damn high, 3m at least !

HAHA, CAUGHT U! WEIYANG AND HIS GIRL. haha, always teasing bout the 2 of them during meetings and around sch. bet mr loh took this on purpose !
thats, aver, sarena and zaiyou the ah beng.

08/09, shall name them.

1st row : eadeline(eade), yuxuan, ether, shermaine, jocina

2nd row : me, weiyang, sarena, darshita, shingjiuan, aver

3rd row : clarence and zaiyou

sherman, annette and yahan werent in tho.

oh, i like this! we all burst out laughing after seeing zaiyou's act-cool face!

LOL, thats zaiyou, not convinced that his face was funny!

thats all of us. centre coz i was shortest -.- they rest of them all saigang-sized sia. cept for zaiyou the balloon blower.

i was last to go up, but clarence at the bottom said he didnt feel a thing. LOL

yeah, thats bout all i've got. enjoy. :)

and i shld get back to studying alr.

GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Friday, June 06, 2008

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it's been a fast few days man. without much studying done that is.
realised however that i've wasted quite some time studying the notes. wasted, coz it's quite meaningless when i've studied so hard but yet i dun seem to rmb them after like 2 days. i guess the method was wrong. shldda just do sums and study at the same time. i guess that will last in my mind longer, tho i'm not really sure if it will stay till the paper starts.

but anw, really gotta work my everything off alr. it's been a wk plus and i'm not yet half done with maths. and i foresee physics and chem and econs will be quite a killer to study for, considering how much attention i had paid during class. haha. well, i just gotta say, this mustnt cont. any longer. yeah.

anw, i got myself a new phone, it's fat but it says 5 megapixel with all the wonderful stuff like anti shake, image stabilizer and what nots. sounds super cool. but i paid 198 for it, as in i dun mean it's underpriced. it's a lil not value for money so far, (i feel, coz 198 isnt really a lil sum of money to me !) coz it's fat, and the camera isnt as gd as it's being described.

the anti-shake's pretty useless coz it takes so long to capture a shot and my hand no doubt, will tremble while waiting for it to be captured right, then in the end the image got blurred as a results. -.- isnt antishake supposed to prevent that.. it's even worse than my ex phone, 1.3 mega pixel. which doesnt take as long to capture a shot and thus, my hand will be able to keep still and image dun get blurred. crap. i feel cheated man. the wondrous camera's supposed to make up for that fat size of the phone, but now it's making everything worse.

and i had to lie to my mum that i'm not regretting, coz i think she knows i dun like a fat phone, she did mention it ALOT of times when we were browsing at the shop, but i went for it still. damnit, i am regretting alr, please please let me discover smth gd bout the phone, or rather the camera. or simply, just make the camera work better.

and the instruction's manual pretty useless. it doesnt explain the function of each key la. for eg, it simply mentioned, press the centre key then bla bla bla to get to the camera, press the bla bla to take a shot. thats all for the cam part. -.- and now i hv to go figure how what setting to do for what conditions. quite a chore man. and the battery life isnt lasting long too. oh crap. gotta keep psychoing myself that it's not a bad buy and i'm not regretting.

oh and theres a funny part on the warrantee card. it says the warrantee does not include damage due to floods, bla bla and other Acts of God. LOL. like if it suddenly hang and spoils, isnt an Act of God. LOL, even buying the phone and reading that particular line is an Act of God please.

.. this totally spoils my impression of samsung. to think i'd actually wanted to get this brand all thru.

damnit, things are just gonna get better, hopefully.

was thinking of going for a really long run to wherever tmr morning, but then again, i realised it would burn off too much fats, will burn everything that i've ate these 2 days away. so, decided against it. would rather just eat and stay at home and do my sums. HOPEFULLY too. only manged 2/19 tutorials so far, of revision and my revision style is like do 2-3 qn per tutorials. lol u can see how many sums i've done so far.

k, gonna sleep alr. night. and elisa, if u're reading this, tell me when u receive my card k.


i (wanna) love my fat phone.


GuoRong

posted by GuoRong Wednesday, June 04, 2008

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