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Saturday, March 31, 2007
badminton officially ended for the sec 4s ytd. won st gab. then headed over to ms tan house for dinner.
then the sec 3 girls were really funny la. and uh, i went for interview ytd. there wasnt much to say la. it's mainly directed to the councilors so we just sat there and wait for her to mention 'cca leader'
answered few qns then 1hr is up alr. so thats it.
4yrs of badminton in ahs. it made so much difference to my life. and i'm proud of everyone.
so from now on, it means no more training. and training's what kept me going in sch. i looked forward to training after sch. and the harsh trainings in sec 1 seemed like ytd.
i still rmb the saturday frogjumps, the training camp, the scolding from the coach, the way his hp would ring and he would leave earlier every training, and the list goes on.. theres so much things that happened.
i wonder where each and everyone of us would be after sec 4. but i'm sure of something, we'll nv be together training as a team anymore. alright it's early in the morning and i'm not in the mood to type.
somehow the past seemed so surreal.
sigh.
Guorong.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
lost boon lay 1-4, lost sports sch 1-4. marks the end of 4 yrs of bmt in ahs.
boon lay must hv felt so relieved. that we werent on form on monday. lucky u. but i'm sure they wun survive in top 8. nvm.
we had a gd game against sports sch today. tho most of their sec 4s werent around. but we played well thats what matters.
st gab on friday. and after that, to ms tan house for dinner. haven confirmed yet. but that shld be the plan. gonna go study for a maths alr.
gd game guys.
we're proud winners in our ways.
Guorong
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
well, in short it has been a gd day. (compared to rest of this wk..)
had friendly in the morning with c div. nah they aren't gd enough to really take us on. cept for guanxiang. but they're only c div so maybe it's already fantastic. something really great happened tho.
zhihong and his bro kinda fought. dunno exactly what happened. there was 6 of us there but only me jovan and junrong went up to stop them. the rest watch show behind. -.- tino weijie and jianghao.. dunno how to help meh.. but anyway i think it's prolly coz of zhihong and ahem~ la. shall not go into details.
well, i had plenty of first times today and it has really been great. thx jovan for going with me and gosh i wouldnt know what to do if not for u la..
omg. lightning just struck and it set-ed off the alarm of cars. and it brought back unpleasant memories. had been in a similar situation before and it was horrible. not the lightning and thunder but the... sigh. i couldnt bring myself to speak of it anymore.
dun feel like posting anymore. lastly thx dude, for asking me to come today. hope that it has really brought a change to your life, of course, for the better.
Guorong.
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Friday, March 23, 2007
1 more wk passed alr. it means that we r 1 more wk nearer to o lvls. haha ! ok la. sch's been fine. except that we're learning more and more everyday and sometimes it's really too much to cope with.
did the morning exercise in the morning lol. no one could really follow the pace of mr hoo so everyone was just swinging their arms and laughing at each other.
lessons were not that interesting today. average i would say.
training was alright too. i didnt play well and it's a great pity since it'll be our last training session unless we we get into the 2nd round of nationals. which means winning boonlay on monday.
and without the coach. he's going to the girls match. we'll be playing against the c boys tml as in a friendly nth much to elaborate about too.
and lastly, heard that the zhiying and conni won sports sch doubles. which was really cool. plus it's conni's birthday today. so double happiness for her. haha. tho she won her match ytd.
i realised what interests me during lessons is basically watching my friends around me and their behaviour. lol shanmin always say i'm nosey, always looking at other ppl. haha. but nvm, it's really interesting !
watching mag and grace.
joking around with leon, yishan, grace, weehoe etc..
eating shiling's snacks.
watching zhi hong and eugenia, lovey-dovey~.
watching andy kc rocket chunyong julian when they kp.
talking to shanmin :]
kp-ing yishan and etc..
looking at weehoe and andrea. haha
these r basically what goes on everyday. but there always is something new everyday and yea, 4F's really interesting =)
and i'm gonna start revising for my exams alr. it's like 40+ days to mid yr exam. alright then, cya.
i broke a record: i did 100 footwork at 1 go. jovan gave up at 36. own 2.4 ? dun joke please.. heh. xD
o ya. btw, the sec 3 bmt girls r really crazy and high. lol. especially ZHUTING, brenda sue ean. lol. these 3 ah...
k la cya.
Guorong.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
today started with elisa doing devotion. then 1st half of the day was gd. way too gd. haha.
physics, we got back test and A1. then the teacher started crapping. bout the positive charge and negative charge are like boyfriend and girlfriend. then the charged rod is the parents. once the parents come the plus and minus must separate but if the minus sign is not chased away(earthed) after the parents leave, then they will still get back together. LOL. then obviously everyone's looking at zhihong and eugenia la. lol. then he also say the charged rod can be the third party. everyone looked at junrong as well by then. LOL. fun physics lesson eh ?
ss, we talked bout shit. yea SHIT. the bowels. lol. ms tan was telling us bout the life back then and stuff so thers this part bout the night soilers. then kc and julian crapped around with stuff like different grade shit(watery and the normal kind) then we talked bout where the shit goes to now. lol and theres really a grading system for SHIT. omg. haha. the not-watery ones go into newwater plants. lol, not gonna elaborate further, it's disgusting. really..
core lit, it was way boring. the poem is the longest of them all and i wasnt able to really comprehend it. lol. ok, i was dozing off, the teacher took almost 40-60 secs to finish reading the poem. hows that.. lol. so me and weiyang and the rest of the class were dozing off while she dissect the poem. lol. it wun come out in o lvls one la.. haha. I HOPE IT DOESNT LA! PLEASE DUN LET IT COMES OUT. xD
history, maybe the teacher got a successful blind date or something, she was really on high spirits and she gave sweets like santa. just attempt at the qn and u get a sweet. lol what a gd bargain. so i ended the lesson with so many sweets. poor binghao, i always answered then after i answered the teacher will walk away. to other side of the class depriving binghao his chance. haha.
maths, it wasnt easy, the differentiation. i knew how to do but my memory's really lousy. i learnt them before during the extra lessons but i forgot how to do them now =/ so i was struggling with it. i think i'll go for remedial lessons and see if it helps. gotta try understanding it at home too.
chinese, it was boring. nth much.
i realised that it's kinda hard to be gd at both language, chi and eng. if u're exposed to more eng than chi, ur eng will of course be better, but if u're exposed to them the same amount, u'll be average instead of acing both subs. =/
training was not that bad, paired with zhiyang and zhengyi. we're tryin to get a strongest pair out of me zhiyang zhihong and zhengyi. and depending on how we wanna gamble for the next match, we'll decide who to pair who for doubles. i'm alright pairing all three. not certain of who is my best partner. haven paired with zhihong for a while alr. coz the coach wanna test new doubles. so.. we'll see.
alright, i gotta go work on my amaths alr. cya.
Guorong =]
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
just had Chinese test today. it was alright. and got back test results 1st day of term.
A2 for lit and scrape a pass for maths. it was totally unexpected. for lit. i tot i was gonna fail again. dunno y i got so high too. i dun mind, it was a pleasant surprise. lol. for maths, i didnt study so it was kinda expected.
and that was ytd.today, nth much happened too. a maths' giving me hell of a time sometimes. it's really hard la. sigh. and i'm tired from all the things that happened today. so decided to come home early to read up on locus(amaths chapter) and hv a gd sleep ltr. then wake up to study ss. thats all. cya.
somethings r better left unsaid.
Guorong :]
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
alright, so it has been 1 wk already. slacked pretty much. haha. haven complete my hw tho. i'm left with a maths and english mag. and i haven revise my subs and study for tests yet. it'll be o's soon before u know it.
nationals is starting and i'm counting down to the last training we'll be having. wonder if anyone thought of that. we're left with 3 times together, training as a team. wonder if that means anything to anyone.
i'm not trying to be a spoiler and spoil everyone's hope and mood. but i think deep down in everyone's heart. no one actually thinks that we'll be able to get past 1st round for nationals. it's a pity tho. that our journey as a team is ending so fast. didnt manage to accomplish any goals. east zone champ was a failure and now nationals top 8 seemed as elusive as well.
i just want everyone to treasure our remaining time together be it training or tournaments. stop the kp-ing and stuff. we've been training for 4 yrs together and this will be the last few training sessions that we'll be having. think bout it guys..
looking back, i've came a long way from sec 1. when badminton was second to none in priority.
sec 2, i got to know what care and concern was. i learnt what competitive badminton was all about. i got to know what it feels like to win and lose. i looked forward to trainings than anything.
sec 3. i realised i needed to start studying already. we got kicked out in 1st round in east zone. i felt like a perfect loser, confused and not knowing what went wrong. i started to do well in my studies, training and training so that losing will be an option.
sec 4. i came into sch feeling stronger than ever after what happened last holiday. east zone began. and we failed again to clinch champion. ...to be continued.
i've learnt to be independent. no one can be there for u, with u always. best friends, gd friends, friends, class mates, team mates and such. none of them will be with u if something really happens. i've been thru it. i was at a loss of what to do. i was scared, alone. but no one was there. i was alone. facing something that has nv happened before. i felt what i hv nv experienced before. in fact, even if anyone was there, it wun make a difference. coz no one would ever know how i felt. i lost something that i could nv retrieve. everything else seemed so unimportant. results, friends, badminton, money..
so i'm so not gonna depend on anyone anymore. no one was really here with me anyway and i guess i'll be fine on my own.
still i wanna thank those who sms-ed me happy birthday and such. those with hv a nice day were so ironic tho. but nvm i'm still grateful more than 5 rmb-ed. it was the most i've every got tho.
alright. yup, i'm alright.
gonna go do my english mag now.
come what may, i'm ready~
Guorong, loves.
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Monday, March 12, 2007
hey, lost my pilot pen match against angmokio. sigh. wasnt really that surprising. nvm bout that. anyway, me and zhi hong were at the cafeteria when our match is supposed to start. and my bro was changing so he didnt hear the announcement for my match. luckily greenview called this guy whom i went down with. and we ran all the way back to the hall. hence, without a doubt, 1st set was shit.
2nd set was no better. got more points but still didnt perform. it's times like this that really made me feel like giving up on badminton. looking back, 2 yrs before, we were so strong. and now, losing most of the matches. sighsighsighsigh.
o, btw i saw dr boon too. at acsi. attending some conference. she asked me 'what r u doing here ?' i bet she wouldnt even know i'm from ahs if i hadnt greeted her. yea. and i'm not gonna talk bout the match anymore.
i hv so-much-tons-of-alot-uncountable-massive-load of hw. think i gotta go to sch to finish them up tml after chem lessons. um or is it a maths ? lol not sure.
sometimes i wonder how we became friends. there doesnt seem to be anything in common at all. in fact we're from 2 different world.well, thats fate for u. i knew this day would come and i wonder what would happen tml, the day after tml and on. but somehow i knew the outcome alr. but i love pleasant surprises anyway.
*if failure is part of the path to success, i shld hv succeeded long ago. ~
Guorong.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
new skin
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everyone had been so busy since the start of the yr. well sec 4 life is really happening and passing at such a fast pace. everyday, it's would just be studying and asking qns related to studies. and in a blink, 3 mths hv passed. 2 more mths and it would be chi o lvl. i'm just worried that i wun get an A1. well, the higher ur hopes, the harder it would be when u fall. and i dun wanna fall. and i'm not settling for anything but an A1.
i go back home evryday tired from sch or cca and, well it's the same for everyone so i'm not blaming anyone. but if u ask me, i would take time off studying for a lil catching up. soon, we would be graduating from ahs and u nv know when is the nxt time u would meet. and i dun wanna regret not treasuring any of my friends. it's really a great pleasure coming into this sch and meeting all of them. so whatever it is, relationship comes before studies. i wouldnt neglect studies as well of course. but it isnt the same for everyone, it's really saddening to see some of them just focusing on studies. it's really a bad way to conclude the final yr with all your friends.
and for some(not saying who) it's even more depressing to see u completely smitten with a girl and neglecting studies. this term had been easy but i cant say for nxt term. so if u dun wake up soon, noone would be able to help u when the time for u to receive ur results come. of course if being in such a relationship helps u positively in every area of concern. we wun care. same goes for me, if i were in ur predicament, i wouldnt want people to bother me too. i wouldnt care bout what others say. but i'm proud to say that i wun be like u. because if the other party is doing me bad, i wouldnt continue this relationship. well i'm not exactly talking bout boyfriends and girlfriends btu instead gd friends or friends. but it's really unlucky for u that your 1st time beign in such a unique relationship happens now.
and most importantly, i wouldnt want to waste my last few wks of effort. come this end of march, we'll finished the job and i wouldnt want to end it off at 1st round. but if no one's really putting in effort. i dun hv a choice too, even if it's just me alone going for it, i wouldnt stop too. so whether u guys wanna follow me, it's ur choice.
coming back to studies. well, i got L1R5 of 8 and 77.27%. it's quite gd actually but it's only term 1 so it's not surprising. but my a maths is really lousy. and i hope i'll be able to do betetr in midyr. not harbouring alot of hope too.
btw, i think i'm gonna fail my lit again. haha ! i misread the poem omg.. xD and my parent's r screaming. constanly going ' u got an A1 for lit and now u're failing tests how can that be' if i had known better i wouldnt hv wanted to get that A1. parents always hv something to comment. lol nvm. at least i got an A1 before in this kinda sickening subject. hah! (who cares whether it was a fluke or not..)
and march holiday hw is much more than last yr end of yr. wth. so imma start on it now and not post anymore. i wun post alot in the future too. gonna be realy busy.
Guorong.
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Haha last post for tis blog will it be? LOL perhaps this blog shld be fr guorong only bah, cus i really nvr contribute at all and im nt used to posting. Haha was lking at all e past posts n feel so funny, childish? lol binghao mus grow up alr, this world is nt jus about me and my little brain, life goes on. haha was smehw lking forward to this yr's 2008 coundwn, cus i had so mch peace alone last yr lol, but my mp3 spoil! damn zzz.. tis yr shall go again, i hpe i can haha.. ok i think i end of here, maybe im nt posting anymre le so gr if u wan to change e pw oso can haha.. anw i wanto go taiwan again n again!! haha.. byee!
binghao.
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