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Thursday, July 30, 2009
you know, i go to sleep every night praying that my wish will come true.
and often, i end up doing the same thing each time i wake up.
not that it will certainly help or make a difference, but it will definitely make me feel better, so much better. but, perhaps it's just meant to be this way.
for the things we have no control over, perhaps this is what destiny is. this is one of the line that struck me the most from the song maybe simply because it can be so true sometimes.
i've been so occupied that i couldnt talk about how blood donation went ytd. will do so when i'm free-er come sunday. the nanyang concept tests made weekend seem to start from saturday instead.
right now, i'm just really spent. i wonder why things can get so tough sometimes, tough the way it shouldnt really be.
sometimes, i really cant find the right words to say and it's so ~.
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
it's like having a hand of king and queen, a pool of jack and 10, but a last card of 2.
i hv ten million things in my head. but i need to sleep.
it's ridiculously amazing, this apathy of yours towards what you claimed was everything you were fighting for just months ago. i wish i had such apathy too, but my responsibility and conscience cant bear it. things are getting a tad disappointing.
i dont wanna fight no more, i forgot what i was fighting for.
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Monday, July 27, 2009
this is going to be one long and mad week.
i just hope you will be more understanding, it'll prolly be the last time ever we're gonna do something like this.
it doesnt help that every teacher wants a piece of everyone of us handing us revision materials for the weekend which we probably end up putting it aside for the time being in order to finish the tutorials due the next week. so we are supposed to study and revise at the same time, and for all the subjects. wow. thats not too much to ask for huh. i understand all your worries about us not performing well and it of course seems very appropriate to just pile work on us and just leave it to us what we wanna do with them. afterall, you've given us the things needed, the onus is on us to go through them and prepare. but, i dont see how we can do all that with 24 hours a day. ok, maybe this should be more personal because i truly believed there will always be some smart kids out there who can juggle all of this perfectly and have time to go on to fb for ridiculous quizzes. but it is so unfortunate that i'm not one of them and i'm still using scarce time to post about this nonsense i'm bearing with hoping that it will help me feel better and bear through them better.
i'm not saying it's wrong, but it just doesnt seem very right to me either, that we are all missing out on so much more of school life and what is supposed to be the best years of our youth before we plunge into the corporate, ugly, practical world with no inkling of what is ahead and with no chance of going back in time.
i need time for everything else, thats just as important too. not just organic chem, physics revison, bop and forex, integration, nanyang concept tests, gp essays outline and memorising of all the sickening content.
i dont have time to even flip through broader perspective which is like on the fence; it's educational and yet an enjoyable read at the same time sometimes.
whine and complain all i want, but tomorrow will still see the same person in front of the computer worrying what's to be done tomorrow when theres still things undone for the day. this is my life right now, how laughable.
and it is because of days like this, that i need all everything that will help take my mind off stuff for even just a moment. 10 minutes on the fooseball machine, talking to friends on msn, and just cracking silly jokes.
go find the things that make you smile when you're tired.
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
hiking was good! except for the waking up part.
there were so many people there today that we didnt manage to see a lot of animals. only saw couple of monkeys and squirrels. it wasnt really hot too, i guess it must have been all the trees that sheltered us. we walked for like 3 hours, took a lot of photos, blew bubbles and the trembling auntie who trembled the bridge.
i dont know what to say about the hike too. i think it's more of the things we said during the hike that made it really good.
like cheating jerald that we got lost.
me: hello, jerald are you awake! um, can you help us go online to check the map of macritchie reservoir, we walked for 15 mins alr but we dont seem to be going anywhere and our dear geog student is of no help and hungry and tired.
jerald: huh, where the teachers? call them ?
me: um, they're too far in front and we dont have their numbers
j: so you are are like lost?
me: um, not exactly... maybe, misplaced. lol the teachers misplaced us ( LOL WE TOTALLY CRACKED UP AT THIS ONE, COULDNT FIND THE RIGHT WORD TO USE!)
j: okok, i on-ing my laptop now, i call you in 5 mins!
Charlene: hello, um where are we ? we're um beside a tree. (LOL WTH.) i dont know, theres just a tree beside us.
me: ya, the teachers are very far in front (THEN WE LOOKED IN FRONT, THE TEACHERS ARE 5 STEPS AWAY FROM US. LOL.)
LOL, then i forget how it went alr. it was just so funny! i feel bad though, sorry jerald! i would have been pissed if something like this happens to me la.
ok, so we went for lunch, and charlene was telling us that they used to discuss who they will like if they are lesbians. as in back in cedar. hahah, and it got auntie thinking and moving closer and closer the the boundaries between liking girls or guys. by the end of the meal, she became like a half lesbian alr la. and we were discussing so loud that, the lady beside us kept giving us glares. LOL.
ok, it's really late. tomorrow, will be quite mundane.
i think karma works its way through our lives amazingly. it's been so omnipresent that it's everywhere la. ok, thats a random point, because i'm too tired to tell the whole story.
i think i look good in the mirror in my showers. maybe my mum had that put there so that i'll feel good each day before i go to school. or everyday when i shower. lol, everyone who feels bad about themselves, should come and have a try. it really works.
so how do you look, in your own mirror ?
`a million and one things, to set the heart right.
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
i'm so sorry jovan. that i couldnt make it to simpang to join you guys. but you know i still love you and will think of something to meet up with you and bullshit real soon. (y) happy birthday darling.
i went to watch harry potter (finally) with 2 of my bestest friends today. and i can totally understand why so many people think it's a major flop. a lot of scenes weren't included and it didnt feel like a 2 and half hour. but i didnt really mind la, afterall i haven't seen hogwarts and hermoine and luna on the big screen for so long and it sure feels good looking at them after such a long time. i think it's worth the watch la. afterall, it's harry potter leh. how can you not watch it after watching the other 5 previously. thats what you tell yourself after watching 1 part and slowly slowly, you find that you're starting to watch one more and one more and tell yourself the same thing over again each time. before you know it, you finished watching everything alr.
so anw, i'm glad the week ended in this fashion. i mean, from dont know what's gonna happen after school during the freezing chem lesson, to suddenly having 2 best bud watch potter with me. it's enough la. i really couldnt ask for more.
ok, hiking tomorrow. i hope i dont hv to carry auntie. it'll be fun! if i can wake up that is.
crap, i cant post normally. like i dont see all the usual icons that you will see when you post, like upload photos, and everything. someone help me leh.
k, time for bed. someone's rushing me too. i'll tell more stories tomorrow. oh bout fooseball with bird, auntie, jerald, ck and shermaine, and mr lim! hahah! and the ultimate scam and how everything is ck' fault. and all the nonsense on ck's inner girlfriends. fooseball makes me high la.
*i'll keep my expectations low.
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Friday, July 24, 2009
i'm glad i went to ikea with mum and bro for dinner.i felt so much better after that. i dont exactly remember what i wanted to blog about though! i just knew that i wanted to.
we went to ikea to look for bro's table and bed after that and i was so attracted to the kids section. everything inside was so pretty. i think i was the only 18 year old in there smiling to myself like an idiot as i went through all the showcase bedrooms, soft toys, and other colorful things. i seriously wouldnt mind having such a room even now. at least it makes me feel cosy and smile really from the bottom of my heart. i wish i had all those 10 years ago. i would have been late for school everyday and slept even more than what i do now. i mean, why would anyone wanna wake up from that kinda environment.
i would be lying if i said i didnt feel the least bit of envy for all the lil boys and girls scrambling around from one 'room' to another sitting on the tortoise cushion double their size, looking at the the tall shelves wanting that soft toy up there. they have no idea how bitter and harsh the world actually is and that is amazing. then again, i think it's just us who made everything so complicated. life shouldnt be this hard. life can be just as simple as being satisfied with just a colorful bedroom and truckloads of plushies too.
you found your little things, now i'm beginning to find mine too. i want to just keep everything simple and stop trying to hard to fit into places i dont exactly belong to. endless wishlists, american funny shows, top models, movie stars, shopping versus basketball courts and fooling around, talking to mum and bro about random things on the car, fooling around at giant, laughing together at this guy we played basketball with and i almost fought with, spending the whole time after school in the library talking to sweeleng, playing basketball after pe, looking forward to tomorrow and hiking on sat..
so what if i'm an uncultured ah beng. this is how my world is, how bout you try fitting into mine, it would be nice.
we all try too hard sometimes that we're missing out on everything else. (-.- blogger is not letting me post pictures up)
so where did the kid in you go to ?
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Thursday, July 23, 2009
fold.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
i spent the whole afternoon just talking nonsense to sweeleng after giving up on physics revision. it made me happy in a different kind of way though, so i suppose it's pretty worth it. i foresee that a new scandal is on the way!
few more days to the end of the week, but it's already beginning to go away. i get so confused sometimes.
'you're focusing on the impacts rather than the reason it is being done'
but the impacts are precisely the reasons i'm doing it.
i'm feeling more empty today than yesterday, maybe it's me putting upon myself like what alicia's book says. i like wednesdays though, i like wearing full school uniform with the tie. i think it looks good.
this moment is fleeting, so is every other. the sun will still shine tomorrow and the colors will still shine for you.
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doing the top three achievements killed my whole afternoon, which i had initially intended to take a lil nap and do up my chem work. so everything's pushed back again, but it's ok since theres nothing to be done by tomorrow.
my eyelids are half closed alr, but anyway, i didnt manage to see josephine today. ok i mean it the other way, she didnt get to see me. we met each other like totally coincidental 3 times in 2 weeks after not seeing each other for like 1 and half year. hahah, i can feel a forth coming really soon!
ok, i haven't felt so good for a very long time and it feels so surreal and fragile that it could be gone the next moment. but i'm just gonna enjoy it while it lasts. i'm just going to let everything outside of my control be the way they are and will be. besides, i cant help it too.
i hope this continues tomorrow. your smiles work like tomatoes!
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
you made me so happy.
pity that i'm really tired and in need of sleep now. so i cant elaborate on what happened today.
but i really gotta mark down today.
so next time i read this post, go look at number 6 archive of today's date and the last sms of yesterday which is saved in my phone.
<3
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
few hours ago, after watching prisoner of azkaban on tv, i was preparing to go for half blood prince with my friend. it was crazy. we decided to go and try get out of the house after just 5 minutes of discussion and it was for a midnight show and we stay quite far away.
so in the end, all our plans failed, last resort was to sneak out of the house, but that would be too crazy for now. so we werent successful and we still badly want to watch it even though everyone said it sucked because the fighting scene after dumbledore died wasnt in.
i'll really be happy for 2 weeks if we were able to go. too bad your mum didnt buy that. if only bro was home then he could hv fetched us back and chances of going through mums will be much higher.
nvm, sometime we shall try it again. hahah. but really, it would have been so awesome. i've never exactly caught a midnight show before and tried going for it at such late notice.
ok, it's almost 4.
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
this week's been terrible and i never want to go through anything like this again. i dont think thats possible though because i know somethings will come eventually and they will hurt a lot a lot more, a lot more than this sore at the bottom of my heart.
ok, but at least the week ended better. we wanted to go and catch happy potter initially but somehow we didnt make it. i really really really wanna watch though. having to wait till next friday and when i cant even be certain that i'll be able to catch it with the class then, sucks so much. by then, everyone will be discussing about how who is so handsome, who is so pretty, how auntie farted when harry did a curse (maybe, and most probably), how who died and it's so sad, and i'll be the only loser who hasnt watch it yet.
ok so anw today, after plan A which is hp plan got screwed, we all didnt feel like going home. so we went to bugis plus suntec to shop, more like window shop though because most of us werent really that inclined to spend today. (most of us = apart from bernard, bird, auntie and charlene) the four of them, especially bernard, serious mugged shopping.
we didnt really get anything though, so went for dinner and 'sharing' session. 'sharing/storytelling' session lasted till 10 plus, it's amazing how much we have to contribute to the pool of information and stories. i think by the time we ended, we weren't even halfway through current affairs.
and guess who we saw on the way back. we saw main character T and M on the train back to tampines. lucky bojun spotted and that we weren't on any issues that got to do with them. bernard just has such luck; aint the first time he bumped into someone he was talking about.
yeah, so thats about it. oh, did you know auntie went for a photoshoot. shall upload it on fb soon. i hope the positive comments dont flood.
it's been sucha week. perhaps it was the perpetual lack of sleep every night throughout the week that killed everything. just do your best, and face everything that comes with it bravely. i'm banking on whatever i'm good at, but if it just doesnt work for you, i'm afraid it'll just be too bad for you and very bad for me.
when your heart gets bigger than your mind, you decide whats wrong and whats right. alright, time to catch up on sleep. give me a nice dream.
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Friday, July 17, 2009
i'm talking to my friend.
and it's important to talk to friends.
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
i wish we could all go back to how it used to be. thank goodness for friends like paul frank, funny friend, and the forehead-ful of pimples who cheated me of a packet of milo today and and those by the corridor.
i'm so tired. half of me doesnt want to go to school. today was just totally ironic and -.- i got played around la. tomorrow's friday, but i'm not exactly looking forward to it like how i do with usual fridays. half of me loves fridays because it means a weird sense of serenity and time alone that comes with long sleep knowing that you dont have to be out of bed just hours later. the other half wishes school will just carry on.
and half the time, i'm struggling within myself.
went for a super dinner just, with family and aunt's and i went to play basketball before that. theres the lecture structured qn tomorrow which we are supposed to revise for but somehow it doesnt bother me as much, not anymore. oh and today's gp lesson, i learnt that the key to writing good essays is to plan a trap, jump in and try to get out of it. if you do, you'll prolly do well.
after all these things we've been through, it's such a shame.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
i love my mum so much even though she doesnt have the least idea what i go through in school because after a day that didnt go so well, she talks to me like everything's fine and treat me the same way she always does.
she packs my breakfast for me, fills my bottle up and waits for me when i stay up late to study. she doesnt know the hell i'm put through, and doesnt know all the fun i do. she never really asked, but i'm fine with it because i know she really trusts.
she stands by me and say things that never were. school made me look so stupid and incapable but she still thinks i'm brilliant. dad laughed at me before i went to play the match i could never win but she always told me to show the opponent the best skill i have. she says we cant possibly win everything and that the opponent is prolly better than me when i lose and she says that let people think i look harmless when i am actually quite a pain to play with, and that she should have groomed me from young and i might have been the one playing on tv now instead of that yellow shirt guy who looks like me.
she does the dishes for me on days i dont feel bad having to make her do it even when she cooked and on days i really need to rush something. she doesnt at all think my grades suck when they do, and doesnt think they arent enough when they dont.
she always try to give me more money to spend when i'm going out even when we aren't very well-to-do. she doesnt spend so i/we can.
i think everyone will not be able to run out of things to say for their mum too. here is mine, who doesnt speak english very well, who isnt tech savvy, who isnt the most stylish of women her age and who doesnt know a lot about what her son does in school. i never really told her how much i love her and important she is to me, i never really celebrated her birthday or mother's day in a fashion that she deserves, i never really hugged her since i got older except when granny went away. but i really do. i guess afterall, she's the one who really knows me the most. she should be the one i call my closest friend though we dont share a lot.
you know, i'm so proud of her, how she can joke around in front of all my friends. i'm so proud of myself too because i never felt ashamed when she picks me up from primary school at a age where so many kids would rather their mum be kept at home and not see the light.
i love my dad too. words unspoken, mean a lot. maybe you should just not speak that much sometimes.
`theres still a little bit of you laced with my doubt. and i dont want another go at this ride, please.
bananas for many many monkeys.
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Monday, July 13, 2009
wa, it's only monday and i think it's like 10 tomatoes. i wanna sleep alr but theres so much left to do. it's only 20 mcqs, but it's supposed to force us to revise our work. supposed la.
ok so today, i learnt that everything you see may not be what it really is. i was surprised, shocked, sad and at a loss for words. but i hope the 2 of you will be fine thought i dont know what happened. and B said something really true. i like the both of them a lot one.
i hate having to live your life. i just want to go through things the way i really will.
'aiya, nvm la..'
i think that was what went through my mind half the time today.
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seems like theres bound to be something undone every day. and that theres something to be done everyday.
ugh, tomatoes.
you see what you think you see i guess. ok, so at least i have something to do everyday. what a lie la.
we should all take everything with a pinch of salt if not reality will really be too much to bear sometimes. i just want to go to school tomorrow, not fall asleep during lecture, laugh at auntie, talk nonsense with the guys, laugh everything off and just be nice.
everyone should just be nice.
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
i have so much left to do for the weekend that i dont think theres time for transformers 1. :(
i must not come online tomorrow in the day. and i must not wake up near night or late afternoon.
and i need my hands tied up, drink a lot of water, a lot of fruits and vegetables because it's looking really hideous, it feels even worse.
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Saturday, July 11, 2009
woah, i played so much today that i'm feeling so guilty because i wanted to finish either chem or maths tutorial to redeem myself, but i only managed to finish reading chem notes. i have totally no mood of doing the tutorial now.
we were chilling out at macs, me, bojun, auntie, jerald and shermaine. then i suddenly asked if they wanted to bowl. bojun, auntie and jerald lives quite near safra too. shermaine, cannot luh. stays too far. so in the end, we really went to bowl plus tablesoccer (fooseball?)
we laughed so much and so hard la. at like everything. my super bowling shoes, the racial harmony lift thing. and the usual nonsense about how fat auntie is. and she responded by hitting a strike in her first throw. totally owned we 3 guys' asses.
lol, and poor me, kept trying to spin the ball then it went into the drain so many times that i gave up trying to make myself happy by getting a decent score. i only wanted to spin the ball and hit some nice pins. lol.
then after that we got back, and bojun came over to play basketball. and talked nonsense with mum. lol. the 2 of them on very good talking terms i must say. too bad he isnt a girl, and that his sister is older than him and is attached.
today is another westlife day again. i love how i can hear every word they sing. and listening to them makes me go ~. today is another play-like-A-lvls-were-over day. i dont know what happened too. lol, BUT WE ALL DESERVE A BREAK AFTER A LOONG WEEK DONT WE. (Y)
i will study hard tomorrow.
i must not lie.
i love all the nonsense and bullshit from today so much.
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Thursday, July 09, 2009
when sometimes, some things just cant be helped, what to do ?
i've been sneezing and sniffing the whole night. and today was exhausting. it's only 2 days and i'm so spent la. shall sleep earlier tonight.
oh and i've been listening to westlife since i got home. classic and nice and they remind me of primary school times.
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
i remember elisa saying, that whenever something happens, you have a choice to be sad or be happy and rejoice no matter what. and sometimes it really isnt easy i know.
and it is moments like these i wanna totally immerse myself in and remember exactly how they feel like. i told myself this the last time i was really at the most lousier bottom of that cycle. and i'm just hoping the low will not come that soon.
then again it's up to you how you wanna feel in every situation and i'm so amazed how some people can just stay oblivious to everything and smile/laugh it off.
i'm so glad today because i didnt fail my part of the pact with mum. she helped me do the dishes that night before maths and she was saying last time even though she had exma, she still had to do the dishes herself. i told her thats why she didnt score well, and now i'm going to score a better one for her to make up for that. i think she's pretty satisfied.
well, afterall how much can she expect from a son who nv really got past borderline passes for maths.
i think it's crap results for some people, but heck, at least this time round i knew how to do a lot more of the questions. mrs leong cant say no shit, and it's not like i'll listen to it if she does.
and i hope tomorrow will be just as good, minus cooked food smell, sudden sms-es from someone, sian-ess and headaches.
regression and correlation before i sleep, and i wanna watch happy potter. ( i heard hermoine's super/even more sally-ish in the new movie)
and emma watson better not be stalking my blog.
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
i've been playing so much these days that everyone around have described it as 'like As are over.'
but it feels really good. mahjong at jr house with kirk and leonard till 230, then came back. went out for sportsxcel reflections meeting and bowling. i wished there was no school tomorrow too.
but cannot la, gotta start working that lil bit harder than i used to.
anw, the little prince was a really good read. it's so intriguing the way it's so simple. everyone should go and read it.
and mr loh's short powerpoint presentation this afternoon suddenly made me realise how long we've all come from the start. i love our awesome-ness.
what is essential, is invisible to the eye.
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Monday, July 06, 2009
andy roddick and roger federer.
awesome. (y)
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Sunday, July 05, 2009
woke up at 320! k, thats a good 16 hours of sleep, to make up for that 2 days.
i know i should be thinking bout what to write for the achievement writeup and start on it before mrs leong comes down on me when school reopens but, aiya tomorrow la.
thank you shirleen.
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
maths made me feel really lousy that day because i couldnt prove m.i , i had a stupid mistake and the stuff i didnt study properly came out and i couldnt do. a qn here and there and they add up to 20 marks of mistakes, not inclusive of those i attempted half-confidently.
then it was class-transformers 2 movie outing. it helped lift spirits quite a bit, and i concluded that megan fox is not a 'transformer' and she'll be better off being a girl too. ok, maybe it should be that, it'll be better off for me to look upon her as a girl regardless of which she really is.
and the first thing i noticed after looking at megan fox is that, the male lead sam, looks exactly like rafay. i immediately msged weiyang after the show and it's funny how he only realised it after i told him so. they look so super alike.
anw, i want a girlfriend like what sam has in the movie. lol, no wonder bro insisted that she's a girl after watching the show. bet he wanted one like her too. and now i understand why he wanted a girlfriend like mer-kay-la (spelling?).
then after that, it was back home to pack for stayover at bird's place at night. lol, we spent the night poker-ing, wii-ing, and a lil of mahjong-ing, hotel626-ing and transformer 1-ing. yeah, jerald, me, bird, zhanyu managed to survive the whole night without sleep and poker is the ultimate time killer and best game to play with a lot of people.
and i'm so proud that i managed to win everyone's credits over in the second round that i played. they only revised the game with me once. hahah! ok, so anw, subsequently, luck ran out la. so more people started to be the ultimate winners. we taught bird and szeling how to play too. and it's hilarious how szeling plays it la.
ok, then the next day, without sleep, we went to ecp to meet part of the class to continue second part of outing after the movie. and i felt a lil guilty for driving someone not that popular away because we most likely kept him waiting for very long. and shermaine and weixin too. we made them wait like 1 hr plus la.
so anw, we got a kite, and we flew a kite while waiting for the rest of the class to come. first time flying a kite, and it was pretty successful. cheap thrill for so many people. it's 3 dollars or something only. so we spammed photographs, almost dragged down people's kite, fight with a black lady over the usage of kite-flying area, and taking of more photos.
then it was arcade time while waiting. i did the shootball machine so many times and it's super addictive. we were so much better at it last time, i wonder if my archives keep them. i think it was in sec 2 or 3. where a group of us, which i now only recall as jovan and me, will go mug it at east point. it wasnt very expensive and it was just pure fun and addiction. i miss those days la.
so after trying for the third or forth time, i handed my wallet to jerald when i bought tokens for the last round. i instructed him to nv give me back my wallet till we go far away from the arcade. hahah! i really almost wanted to try again and had he not had my money..
we went to meet bojun after that, and we played frisbee and flew kite again. lol, imitated the rest and had a rock to do the job for us while we played. and even bird's frisbee is branded one. LOL, adidas.. ok la, she said it was free from somewhere.
by this time, i was really spent alr. i didnt sleep well that night before maths paper and i didnt sleep the night of stayover too. so anw, the guys came, and we went to rent bike and cycle to changi. we = me, bird, szeling, weixin, bojun, jerald, shermaine, daryl, ninian, jeremy, houpang.
and poor and super-suay mr howbojun had his bike break down twice. first was the chain problem then it was an un-fixable problem which the 3 physicists, me, bojun, and hou pang were able to identify and stae and elaborate but not evaluate. conclusion/ solution : prayers. LOL.
and experienced biker weixin came back to the rescue. (half of them were on the way to changi, at the super long and monotonous stretch alr, and 3 of us with weixin were at the canal there.)
final conclusion: we got our bikes back to the nearest pcn shop (the cool franchise thing that sprung up all over singapore park connectors) and the nice uncle changed one good one for bojun. then we had to settle with the person at the stall we rented with, the money to pay; we overshot the duration of rent because of the breakdown. ya, then we kept arguing with the lady over the phone over why we should not pay extra because they gave us a lousy bike.
anw, our plan was to just return the bike at the pcn station we were at. like that we wouldnt hv to pay extra because we reached there on time. but we will hv to walk to the nearest bus stop to take bus to meet the rest of them who were able to cycle to changi, back at kovan.
plan b is to replace the spoilt bike, cycle back to the place where we rented from which is closer to bus stops. but we might hv to pay overusage fees.
so in the end, plan b worked, and we didnt hv to pay extra. the woman who spoke to us on the phone was so nasty, but the woman we saw was quite nice. we were preparing to argue and debate and refute and rebut and rebuke and whatever over their demands when she said 'yeah, alright, you can go already'
so anw, weixin 'pulled' bojun's bike back to the nearest pcn station from where it broke down. and it was so nervewrecking and worrying. because she fell down once; lost control and hit only one side of brakes hard. but after she got up, she still continued to ferry bojun back. (y)
so right, on the way back, i think we got quite high because of lack of sleep, that we started our once-in-a-while craze. you know, those type that it's alright to be crazy once in a while thing. hahah, we were so kp throughout la. and swore so much (there and then only, everyone present was alright with it so we broke the unspoken 'ban') and laughed so much and kp-ed so much at so many people including those people serving corrective work order at the beach, beach cleaning. hahah!
and szeling's mum is so cute. lol. i think i made it to her mum's list-of-classmates-to-contact-and- to-bring-auntie-home-if-auntie-comes-home-late-or-phone-no-batt-etc.
hahah!
alright la, i really need sleep. my mum also very cute la, the way she tells her friends how many girlfriends i have and how open and funny she is. hahah!
quote from PAP opposite, i was walking past and i happen to see.
'i like to go to the beach. i am happy when i go to the beach and when i am happy, i smile.'
if all things can be this simple.
more than half of the time, i'm really just stranded in between. 'let go of something that meant everything' huh.
save you, simple plan.
Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
[ Simple Plan Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
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