.. lol.. yea it's gr lol.. jzu realised tt on heymath there is still a maths assignment given by dunno-hu teacher. lol. still deciding whether to do em. lol.. coz the cher dun teach mi wad.. so even if i dun do.. he wun noe yea ? lol.. does ti work tt way ? lol.. fine nvm..**can u please stFu.ok.. so.. woke up late.. ate.. dan waited formy turn to use the com.. watched csi. lol.. din understand.. wasted my time.. lol.. nvm.. dan axn. worlds apart.. nice show.. on how the spoilt childrens in usa went to kenya.. lol.. so. after tt did maths lo.. learnt le.. but haven do the qns.. doin em ltr ba..zz.. so much hw yet so lil time.. i gotta fnished part of the sets assignment tonite.. and tml's training.. dan see if i'll be awake to do the ss at 12. wif world cup. yea.. din reali managed cept chem. did it few days b4. ok.. so.. i din reali like training nowadays..sumtime it juz sucked.. to tink of how much we gotta do.. but.. sumhow i've gotta do em.. so.. yea.. i hv to do em.. like hw, i hv to do em too.. no matter wad shit u rtoking everyday and and how in the wholeworld u dun understand i've been tryin so damn hard to do all tis crapso i din even bother to explain sumtime.. u wun understand aniwae.. so.. why go to all this trouble.. yea.. so.. dun hv much time for gamin recently. quitted tibia.. joining ron in keltera when i hv the time.. yea.. so.. for the timebeing. leave mi alone. how nice if u could leave the world for a moment.. wif nth to care about.. nth to get jealous bout.. nth to envy bout. nth to hate bout. no one to scold u or nag at u. or say sumting u dun like. but.. of course.. ther would be nth to get happy about.. this's life. ther would always be both side to everyting.. everyone.. maeb beckham hated dollin up.. or maeb ronaldihno hated training football.. or maeb lebron james hated bball.. lol.. maybe.. haha.. so.. um.. kinda tired lately.. had headaches after training and stuff.. but at the end ofthe day.. i juz noe tt i hv to do all tis.. i unno y tho.. i juz noe i hv to lol.. perhaps sumday i would find a valid reason for all this shit i'm goin through. someday.. i will.. yup.. reali afraid to tink bout o lvls and stuff..of how if i would to not get gd results wher would i be.. but i'm not afraid. coz i cant be. i cant afford to go down. outlast. i dun wanna get stuck in a stupid game like maplestory or tibia or wow or dota. instead of gettin on in lifei'm 1 day older. and i learnt sumting new each day and i moved on each day closer to my target wad ever it is instead of wastin time maplin and lvlin.some guy frm some place whom i knew in my game once told mi. ' i dun wanna get stuck in 'game name' all my life. i nid to move on in life'. and i so damn agree wif him. it doesnt matter if u r juz playin for leisure.to all those hardcore gamers. take a step back and look at it. thers no purpose in playin maple. meaningless.. so wad if u get higher dmg and higher lvl ?i dun care if no one understands wad i'm doin coz i believe u would one day understand and see the point of all my effort. and yea i noe ther would always be sum1 ther who would understand and hear mi out. for tt, thx.and i'll always be around for u too.u reap wad u sow. it's not we reap wad we sowso u would be fine on ur own too.i guess.. it's a waste of time gettin jealous and envyin others and worrying bout tings in the future.it would get solved when the time comes.Guorong. posted by GuoRong Wednesday, June 14, 2006 . . .
