argh. this few wks had been so tiring. having bmt everyday for 2 wks. and when i get home, i'll be too tired to study alr. and it affects the nxt day as well. causing me to not be able to pay attention during lessons. headaches and fatigue and things..so 1st round ended for us. we finished 1st in the grp. thats gd. and i requested for a break from training today. celebration of break whatever u wanna call it. and i guess it's not only me coz the rest is feeling the stress as well and as much as i do. except zhi hong la. he has got MOTIVAITION. oh-so-sweet la.and i failed my a maths test and i think i failed lit as well. i had my reasons as well la. and if u r a parent, dun waste ur time reading the nxt few lines coz it's on my reasons for doing badly. ( PARENTS DO NOT UNDERSTAND REASONS AND EXCUSES AT ALL) so pissed la. i'm actually thought of not studying hard when i'm been trying like so so hard to do well. i'm not just playing bmt only. sigh, nvm not gonna waste my time explaining, like they would understand or like it would help improve my grades(tho some of em r alr well enough xD)alright, i failed vectors coz i was affected by my lit test the period before and coz i didnt understand the qn and coz of carelessness. lit is because i didnt take note of the time and wrote too much. thats all. excuses excuses excuses. thats just consoling myself so that i wun feel too bad. ...our match with tampines was caught on video and gosh, i didnt play well actually. sigh nvm. but it's realy cool seeing yourself play. thats the 1st time i saw myself play. thx ms wong. coz she took alot of time doing that.and imma go study now alr. to catch up on this wk's content.sometimes u hv to learn to let it go.Guorong. posted by GuoRong Friday, February 02, 2007 . . .
