sigh, i dunno what to post bout.this wk hasnt been all that gd. it just seem that everything else's been paled by the enormity of karwai's thing.somehow, all you guys leaving doesnt matter that much anymore. u can go for all u want if u think it really suits u that much. i can talk to u for whatever number of times, but the final decision still lies on u, whether u trust that i'll bring u to it, and whether u trust that u will be up to it. even if u leave, everything still has to go on.nvm, i aint really sure what i'm typing bout.but, seriously, leave me alone for the time being. dun talk to me, unless it's me who wanna talk to u.ogl interview wasnt that fantastic, but then again, i guessed it was my bad la. but sometimes, thats how i really am. and thats how i am when i'm with my grp of friends who doesnt mind being made fun of at all. but i guess not everyone's the same.anw, i saw the ppl who got in mazarin and i felt funny. it kinda reminded me of how much i said i wanted to achieve when i was here for the openhouse. mazarin was one of it. dun wanna be in, but i just wanted to qualify for it. but since then, so much has happened. and i'm not too sure if it's gd or bad.sigh, i really do not what i want. whether i'm just doing things for the sake of doing, whether my effort will be reciprocated. and sometimes maybe giving unconditionally is more of stupid than noble. and thats when no one seems to realise what u're doing.is it really only when something happens, then u'll start to realise and treasure. i guess we shld nv take things for granted. such a simple idea but no one seems to really get it stuck into their head. it's the case even for me.i think i shld stop here. coz i really hv no idea at all what i'm typing. posted by GuoRong Sunday, October 19, 2008 . . .
