i guess it was a wrong decision to study in school today. i had a really bad headache after sportsxcel meeting, but still stayed on to read econs and i really regret doing so. it wasnt productive at all. it doesnt help that theres only 2 more days to start of MCTs and i'm only kind of done with chem.my racket(wife) broke just now during training anww. (U)and i never knew econs can be so dry and boring especially market structure. now i'm really re-considering whether to go down this route in the future.i had a dream the other night and i almost cried. maybe it really does matter that much to me afterall. 失去了才懂得珍惜。i need a really good rest and a really good wakeup. and i badly need to focus.12 more trainings to nationals, do as you deem fit, if it still matters that much to you. posted by GuoRong Friday, March 20, 2009 . . .
