i woke up at 230 this afternoon after having like 4 or 5 different dreams. i remembered i was packing for floorball camp. i remembered getting chased by 3 guys who resembled the guy in hellboy. i remebered seeing chunyong who tried to help, but couldnt. i remebered the chase at a point in time happened at the swimming complex. i got 'caught' then i woke upto see half the day's gone alr. and it did turned out as bad as i expected. i really hate maths, because it drives me crazy the way i get stuck on questions and spend hours on question, but the teacher doesnt give a shit.i heard over the news that, experts are suggesting extending the june holidays by 2 weeks to stop the h1n1 virus from spreading that much. i hope that passes through although it would screw up the school's schedule of preparing us for A levels. well, at least i'll hv more time for revision.i can imagine myself crying the day i get my As for my subjects, because this really is mad; the way it drives me crazy.ok, good or bad, eitherway i'll still cry. it's only how long it'll last that differs.it's ironic the way i say i'm trying hard but i aint. i guess i'm just trying hard to try hard and try harder.it's hard all the same anw. i'm tired of trying.favorite song of all time.The Scientist- coldplayhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkMGf2_NKvsCome up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find youTell you I need youTell you I set you apartTell me your secretsAnd ask me you questionsOh let's go back to the startRunning in circlesComing in talesHeads are a science apartNobody said it was easyIt's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be this hardOh take me back to the start[ Coldplay Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]I was just guessingAt numbers and figuresPulling your puzzles apartQuestions of scienceScience and progressDo not speak as loud as my heartTell me you love meCome back and haunt meOh and I rush to the startRunning in circlesChasing tailsAnd coming back as we areNobody said it was easyOh it's such a shame for us to partNobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be so hardI'm going back to the starti think the lyrics to the next song are really good.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8K0oWUe9_Qbeautiful - eminemLately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my ownEverybody has a private world, where they can be aloneAre you calling me? Are you trying to get through?Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fucking depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back up, in order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant again, so I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to vent but I just can't admit or come to gripsWith the fact that I may be done with rap, I need a new outletAnd I know some shit so hard to swallow, but I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow, but I know one fact: I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to followHere today, gone tomorrow, but you'd have to walk a thousand miles...In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be meI'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like toFeel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mindsJust to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyesBut don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour, everything's so tense and gloom, IAlmost feel like I got to check the temperature of the room just as soon asI walk in, it's like all eyes on me, and so I try to avoid any eye contactCause if I do that, then it opens the door for conversation, like I want thatI'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like youBlend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroomI don't need no fucking man servant, tryna follow me around and wipe my assAnd laugh at every single joke I crack and half of 'em ain't even funny like "Hah!Marshall you're so funny man you should be a comedian, God damn"Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clownSo why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tellHell, we don't gotta trade our shoes, and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles...In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be meI'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to[ Eminem Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mindsJust to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyesBut don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)Nobody asked for life to deal us what these bullshit hands we're dealtWe gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no helpNow I could of either just sat on my ass and pissed and moanedOr take this situation in which I'm placed, and get up and get my ownI was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bagsOr sat on the porch and hoped and pray for a dad to show up who never didI just wanted to fit in, every single place, every school I wentI dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupidAunt Edna always told me, "Keep making that face it'll get stuck like that"Meanwhile I'm just standing there holding my tongue tryna talk like "thissss"Till I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at eight years oldI learned my lesson then, cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no moreBut I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my descriptionCause where you see it, from where you're sitting, it's probably a hundred and ten percent differentI guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes at leastWhat size you wear? I wear tens, let's see if you could fit your feet...In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be meI'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like toFeel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mindsJust to see what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyesBut don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own (Ohhhh)Everyone has their private world, where they can be alone (Soooo)Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? (Ohhhh)Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you (Soooo)Yeah, to my babies, stay strong. Dad will be home soon. And to the rest of the world, God gave you them shoes, to fit you, so put 'em on and wear em. Be yourself, man. Be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful. posted by GuoRong Wednesday, June 17, 2009 . . .
